What you are suffering from is real, and it is possible for religion(s) to be a trigger to PTSD. If you struggle with trauma as a result of your previous religion, this could be a life-changing experience for you. Believe it or not, religious teachings and practices sometimes cause serious mental health damage, which as a result can cause RTS (religious trauma syndrome)
“The power of God’s grace can lift the lowly to heights beyond our doubts and misgivings.” – Lionel
“I pray the peace you seek is the peace that is everlasting. I realize that kind of peace only comes from realizing that Jesus loves me unconditionally. I didn’t have to earn it, He just gave it. All I had to do was receive it.” – Lionel
Such a wonderful perspective from a young mind.